The Unlikely Ones
Chapter Four: Throw Caution to the Wind
a Lord of the Rings fanfiction
by Van Donovan
joy@crackerboxpalace.com

They stood standing on the hill in each others arms for a long time while Merry felt himself growing more confident in his decision and Frodo feeling happier than he had in a very long time. The wind was still howling around them and the warm coat was crumpled at their feet, but neither of them seemed to mind the cold. Frodo listened to Merry's heart as it beat and smiled to know it was fluttering as fast as his own. "This seems unreal." He murmured into Merry's shoulder. Merry's hand on his head dropped to his back and Frodo felt quite comfortable as he could feel Merry taking a breath to reply to him.
"It does seem a little surreal." He chuckled and Frodo felt it more than heard it. "You gonna be all right?" He softly asked into Frodo's ear and felt the affirmative nod against his breast. He smiled.
"Yes." Frodo pulled back just enough to look up into Merry's eyes again, studying them as if searching for something. "Are you . . . are you sure about this? Us?"
Merry disarmed him with a smile, crooked and sheepish like from his youth. "I'm sure, Frodo. I'm not sure your parents will be so confident, however." Frodo closed his eyes and sighed at that. He would deal with his parents later, for now all he cared was that he had Merry's love back. He was reeling with the thought, in fact, and the remembrance of their first kiss. It had been everything and more than he had ever imagined. His hand loosened and he reached up to touch Merry's cheek. The older hobbit just stood there, letting him and Frodo relished in the simple touch.
He traced the contours of Merry's proud jaw and his fingers danced over his chin. Merry smiled at Frodo's simple wonder and the younger hobbit's fingers trailed to the crease formed at the corners of his lips from the smile. Then he trailed them to his brow and to his eyes, where laughter had burned crow-feet into their corners. "Pointing out every wrinkle, are you?" Merry teased and Frodo blinked realizing that was just what he had been doing and blushed. It didn't show in the moonlight but Merry could tell he was embarrassed.
"No, no, I didn't mean it like that," Frodo protested and Merry's hands relaxed about Frodo's waist, leaning back a bit to look at him. "I've just studied your face for so long, to finally be able to touch it . . . to see that you really are real, and letting me; it's nice." He lowered his hand, resting it on Merry's shoulder. "But I'll stop."
"I don't mind," Merry said looking at him. "Touch is one of the best ways to get to know someone." Frodo's eyes sparkled at him. "I'm sure we'll get into the field of touch quite well another night."
Frodo's eyes widened in shock at Merry's playful tone. The older hobbit's laughter rumbled between them as he bent down looking at Frodo. "What? You think you can be my lover and not expect me to want more than just a few kisses?" He was playing with Frodo, trying to make the situation light, but Frodo was still overcome with the change in him.
"I . . . I thought you might need more time. I'm only twenty-two and I didn't want to make you," he was silenced as Merry kissed him. He let out a soft moan because it meant not only was Merry loving him now, he was loving him fully. His body cried out with joy and hope and he kissed him back. It wasn't as fierce as their first kiss because the initial shock was over and they could enjoy each other more now, but he would not have protested if Merry had lowered him to the ground right over the roof of Bag End and had his way with him then and there, but they only kissed.
When Merry pulled away after a few moments to catch his breath, Frodo whispered: "Will you take me back to Buckland with you?" His fingers tightened on Merry's shoulders, knowing if the answer was 'no' he would lose Merry, at least for awhile. Merry regarded the hobbit in his arms fondly and nodded.
"I'll talk to your father, see what I can cook up." He broke into a smirk. "I feel guilty taking you from Bag End with it's amazing gardens though." Frodo laughed and shook his head.
"Dad and Merry and Pippin will take over while I'm gone." How long would that be? He'd happily spend the rest of his life with Merry, if he could, but that wasn't very plausible; he was the eldest son, and that obligated him to marry and bear children and no doubt inherit Bag End. He didn't want to think about that now though. He had eleven years before he had to worry about getting married and who knew what could happen in that amount of time? Besides, he had five brothers and seven sisters; it wasn't like they would run out of heirs or grandchildren.
They stood like that for several long moments more and then Merry loosened his grip and said, "We'll catch our death of cold if we stay out here much longer." True enough, the sky was darkening as clouds were flittering across the moon. It would probably be storming by morning. Frodo nodded and released Merry and bent to retrieve the coat he had dropped for him. "Thanks," Merry said, taking it back. There was an awkward moment of silence, and then Frodo pulled away, starting down the hill again.
Merry followed him and they were careful about shutting the front door and slipping inside. The fire in the hearth was out, for everyone else had gone to sleep, but still they were quiet and cautious as they padded down the hallway to their respective rooms. It was strange for Frodo to lead Merry to his own bedroom and yet not be able to go in after him. He stood in the hall looking up at Merry, trying to find the words to express himself and yet fearing to speak should someone hear them.
"It's late, Frodo," Merry whispered softly and gently stroked Frodo's cheek, "get you to sleep, lad." He smiled and bent to kiss him lightly. "I'll talk to your father tomorrow about Buckland." Frodo nodded, then watched as Merry opened the door to his bedroom, gave him one last smirk and shut the door behind him.
Frodo stood in the hall for a long time just staring at the door. Part of him half wondered if everything that had just happened hadn't been a dream. The other half knew it had been real and was still trying to comprehend it all. He just shook his head and smiled to himself, then turned around and walked to the room he was sharing with his little brothers and set about getting to sleep.

Merry awoke in the morning to the rumbling of distant thunder. Sure enough a storm had approached during the night and was now busy watering the fields. It was also cold in his room and so he was slow about getting up and getting dressed. The smells of breakfast were already wafting down the hall and he marveled at Rose's ability to get up so early every morning to make breakfast. He pulled his house robe about himself as he padded into the kitchen and blinked when he realized Rose wasn't the one cooking breakfast. Frodo was. Sam was sitting at the head of the breakfast table smoking and reading through his log book and little Merry and Pippin were talking in their seats beside him. A large bowl of fruit was on the table and Pippin was happily peeling one while swinging his legs.
"Well this is a surprise," he said with a stifled yawn as he came into the room. He gave Frodo what he hoped was a normal nod of greeting and took his seat near Sam. "Rosie's not sick, is she?", he inquired.
Sam looked over and smiled. "No, not at all. Woke up this morning and Frodo-lad was already busy cooking. I daresay I'm glad to see him back in good spirits."
Merry chuckled to himself, for it suddenly seemed obvious why Frodo would wake up early after going to bed so late to give his mom a break from cooking and be in good spirits again: he was buttering his parents up so they'd let him go to Buckland with him. Which, of course, meant Merry needed to ask Sam if he could take him back to begin with. "Say, Sam," he said after a moments silence. Sam was drinking something warm that steamed and only lifted his eyebrows in response to Merry's question, "Frodo-lad and I were talking last night about gardening and things, and I was thinking it would be nice to have the gardens in Brandyhall revived to be as splendid as these here. Indeed, it would do my heart some good to see new things growing about my hole. Do you suppose you could spare him for some time?" It was simple and plainly asked, but Sam obviously wasn't taken with the idea.
"That's an idea, Merry," he said with a shrug. "I'd hate to lose him here myself, but come spring I don't see why he couldn't stay with you for a few weeks."
Merry's retort came out a little too quickly and Frodo, by the fire, dropped his spoon with a clatter. "He could come now!" Sam raised an eyebrow, and thunder roared outside as if to make Merry's point all the more invalid. Merry sat back with a weak laugh. "I mean, why wait until Spring? I can show him around the town, introduce him to people and get him started planting even now. It's only February, but the rains won't last for too long."
Sam's eyebrows furrowed and Frodo was suddenly beside him putting a very heavy laden plate of food in front of his dad. "I would very dearly like to go, father." He said, his voice light and his eyes full of hope.
"I want to see Brandyhall too!" said little Daisy who had just entered the room with Rose following behind.
"What's this?" she inquired looking about. "Are we moving to Buckland?"
Merry and Frodo exchanged glances and Merry got to his feet. "Well hullo Rose and good morning." He kissed her cheek and she his. "Sam and I were just discussing the possibility of Frodo-lad coming to live with me in Brandyhall for a while. I should love to have the talented hand of a Gamgee doing my gardening and keeping me comfort." Rose smiled at Merry and looked to Sam as if for his opinion.
"I don't see why not," she said and Frodo blinked having expected his mother to have been the one the most against his leaving. "You'd just better take care to keep him from making a fool of himself with those hobbit-lasses there." But in truth she was hoping he would meet someone nice there, for she liked the hobbits up by the Brandywine better than those that tended to live around Hobbiton.
"I will Rosie." Merry said with a laugh and Frodo returned to the stove positively beaming with happiness as he finished serving everyone breakfast.
It continued to rain all day and into evening when it finally stopped just before sun down allowing for a ruddy light to wash over the house before it set. Frodo had been busy most of the day packing, for although his parents had only agreed to letting him stay in Buckland for a few weeks, he wasn't planning to come back any time soon. Merry, as much as he would have liked helping Frodo pack, had been asked by the other children for another recount of his fight with the Witch-king of Angmar, Lord of the Nazgûl, and how he and the Lady Éowyn had slain him. This lead into discussions about Gondor and Rohan and soon after the youngest had drifted off to sleep little Merry, Pippin, and little Rose were crowded about, discussing King Elessar and the various politics of the kingdom.
Rose was making traveling lunches for Merry and Frodo for their trip tomorrow and Rose and Sam were listening to Merry's stories while they worked on papers and sewing and things. Finally even Pippin got to yawning and Merry decided to shoo them off to bed and turn in himself since he planned to get an early start in the morning. He wanted to get his pony back at Bywater and it might take him awhile to get that far and round the beast up, especially if it was still raining. He kissed the kids and gave them hugs for he did not plan to see them again, and then he spoke his thanks to Rose and Sam once more and with their smiles in his mind he returned to his room.
The lanterns were dark as he stepped into the room and shut the door behind him but before he could light them he heard a noise and realized Frodo was sitting on his bed. "I thought you'd never come," he said with a soft voice as he got to his feet. Merry was amazed the way his stomach somersaulted over the boys words. He felt hands on his before he could quite see and he let Frodo lead him into the room. It was dark and his eyes were not yet adjusted to the light change.
"Sorry," Merry mumbled as Frodo moved his hold on his hands, putting them around his middle as he slid up against him, "had to say goodnight to everyone." His voice grew softer as he spoke, for Frodo was running his hands along his chest and distracting him quite thoroughly. "Mmm, been patiently waitin' I see," he chuckled softly.
Frodo was turning him around now, his hands reaching up to behind Merry's neck to pull him down for kissing, "I've been very good today," he said in a rough whisper as Merry's lips danced over his, "now I want to be very naughty." He kissed him hard, fingers tangled in his hair as he turned his head and took Merry's lower lip between his teeth and gently tugged. Merry let out a faint sound, a cross between a moan and a whimper, and his mouth opened to Frodo.
The touch of their tongues sent electric shivers through Merry and suddenly he was kissing back as hard as Frodo was, needy and wanting and getting it all from the one before him. His hands were fumbling over the slighter hobbit's back as he felt Frodo pushing him back and down. Frodo broke the kiss and left Merry panting for breath, staring up at the ceiling. Only then did he understand that Frodo had nimbly gotten him down on the bed and was now skillfully unbuttoning his shirt. He submitted to the boys desires with a throaty laugh and said, "Done this before then, mm?" It didn't bother him, for he had had plenty of lovers between then and now, but Frodo was young and he had just assumed inexperienced.
"No," Frodo breathed, crawling over top him as he finished the last button and slid his hands under the shirt, pushing it open. He leaned over Merry looking into his eyes and and offered a smile. "But I know what I want." Merry let the boy do as he pleased, knowing there would be no hope in trying to stop him now anyway. They'd just have to be quiet about it then. Frodo's eyes left Merry's face to the sea of brown-grey peppered hairs he'd uncovered under the shirt. He trailed his fingers through it, grinning as Merry's nipples hardened at the ticklish touch. "You're so hairy." He said with an obvious grin in his voice. He liked it.
"I take it you're not then?" Merry said, lifting his head to appraise his seducer. In answer, Frodo pushed down his suspenders and pulled off his own shirt, revealing a young hobbit chest with only the beginning wisps of chest hair. Merry flushed softly realizing just how young Frodo really was at the sight. "They'll grow." He said with a laugh, then reached a hand up to run it across Frodo's stomach and chest. Frodo obviously enjoyed the attention for the incredibly dorky grin on his face. "What would your parents say if they could see us now?" he said with a bemused grin.
Frodo straddled him and pressed up against all the places that would make his mother blush and captured Merry's lips again. "Nothing so bad as what they'd say if they saw us in another thirty minutes." They kissed for a long time as they let their hands wander freely over each other's bodies. Frodo had never been with anyone before, old or young, male or female, so he was completely amazed by every little fold and wrinkle in Merry's skin. Merry had never been with someone so young and supple so he marveled over the smoothness of Frodo's skin and the slightness of his built; Estella had been twice Frodo's size and far less aggressive.
Before long they were working against each other but getting little satisfaction for their breeches. Frodo had buried his face in the pillow by Merry's head, his mouth pressed to the soft slope of Merry's neck where he let out an endless string of heavy breaths into Merry's ear. Merry, who was an experienced lover, although not with boys, knew that they were either going to never get anywhere and end up frustrated all night or that he needed to take charge for a little, or at least explain what Frodo needed to do.
But he had doubts: maybe the lad knew and just didn't want to yet? Perhaps he was afraid? Then again, the way he was moving against him made it seem like he knew all too well what he was doing. Besides, he had said quite a few things already that made Merry believe he knew what he was up to. Merry's hand trailed to the small of Frodo's back and he brushed his fingers along the waist band of Frodo's breeches. He wasn't entirely sure how to go about this with another male, but things weren't going anywhere with clothes still on, so he cupped the top of Frodo's pants and tugged on them. Frodo murmured softly and raised up until he was sitting on Merry's hips. He then untied the knot at his navel and with Merry's help they pulled his pants off.
There was a moment's silence as Frodo sat back, bared and aroused and Merry's eyes gave him a look over. Frodo was biting his lower lip as if suddenly nervous or self-conscious and Merry moved to sit up, putting his arms around the younger hobbit. His head bent to cradle beside Frodo's and he softly crooned. "Hey, hey, don't let me rush you." Frodo's hands were light on his back as he held him in return.
"Merry," he said in a whisper, and Merry was all ears, "this is perfect. Everything is just perfect." He turned his head until his nose bumped Merry's and then they were kissing once more. Merry felt renewed and confident again and he easily shifted his weight until he had put Frodo's back against the mattress and he was the one bending over the lad. One of Frodo's hands was on Merry's back and the other was running through the older hobbits curly hair, while one of Merry's arms was on the bed beside Frodo's head to help support himself and the other was trailing along Frodo's side. He felt Frodo stiffen as his hand brushed the boy's thigh and he raised himself up so he could trail his hand across the top of his thigh and along the inside like a feather.
Frodo was breathing heavier with each touch, his hands pawing at Merry's back now as he anticipated the next step he was going to take. His knees bent up a little as if to guide the wandering hand lower and then Merry brushed something that made his whole body shiver. He mewled into Merry's neck and the older hobbit slipped his hand around his full length and with one smooth stroke had Frodo's mind reeling. It wasn't that Frodo had never touched himself before, because he had, it was just that he always knew what was coming and when and how when he did it himself. There was also the fact that Merry's hands were much bigger and coarser than his own, which lead to an entirely different experience.
Of course, the fact that Frodo had been fantasizing about Merry nine times out of ten when he took to dealing with himself made the whole deal all the sweeter, for despite all his tweenaged longings he had never honestly expected it to come to pass. His fingers dug into Merry's shoulders as he arched his back to move up into Merry's grasp. Merry's deep chuckling in his head was like music to him and he sought Merry's lips again hungrily. Soon Frodo had found a rhythm with his hips that complimented Merry's hand ministrations perfect. He was whimpering as he clutched to Merry, feeling tension and heat building in him as the older hobbit gradually raised the tempo and his kisses grew fewer and fewer as he tossed his head trying to control himself.
Since Merry couldn't get much reaction from Frodo's lips anymore, he found himself trailing kisses along the boy's jaw line and neck, stopping in places to give extra attention to various spans of flesh, nipping at them until they were rosy and flushed. He marveled over the pale expanse of skin that made up Frodo's chest, tracing its contours with his lips as his hands were otherwise occupied. He worked his way to Frodo's navel, sitting up as he did, but keeping careful watch on his hand as it rubbed Frodo's length. Then he started back, closing his mouth over one of the pink nipples there and relishing in the sharp intake of breath the boy beneath him made as he began to roll his tongue about it.
"Merry," Frodo ragged, clutching tighter and Merry knew he was close and gave up the nipple and returned to Frodo's lips. The boy was making a lot of noise as it was, and if he let him have his way the whole hole would wake up with his orgasm. He covered Frodo's lips with his own and felt Frodo's body reaching a frantic frenzy.
"Shh, shh," he breathed, trying to calm the young hobbit but Frodo's ears were deafened by the desires burning in his loins. Frodo jerked once, stiffening and let out a strangled cry which Merry muffled with his lips, feeling Frodo spilling out into his hand. He jerked once more as he emptied and then collapsed flat, panting heavily. Merry pulled up after Frodo finished, trying to catch his breath himself. They exchanged a few light kisses as Frodo tried to catch his breath. Merry looked at his hand and shook his head with a rueful smile. He reluctantly got up and crossed to the table under the window where a wash basin was kept while Frodo recovered. He cleaned himself up quickly and dried his hands on his pants as he moved back to Frodo.
Frodo curled into him as he crawled back into bed with him, but he did not seemed to be interested in fooling around anymore, for he was slick with sweat, exhausted and fulfilled. Which was fine and dandy for Frodo, but it left Merry with a very large erection and no one to help him shake it off. He kissed Frodo a few times in hopes he would reawake the boy's passion, or help him remember he had a lover who was still unfulfilled beside him, but Frodo didn't seem to even be awake anymore. Merry sighed and rolled over, brushing Frodo's damp lock from his brow and giving him a light kiss there.
Then he sat up and pulled down his pants, moving to take care of his own erection himself, since he'd never get to sleep if he didn't. He half expected-half hoped that Frodo would awaken and help him out, but he was done before the boy so much as stirred. It was not quite how he had intended to spend his first night with Frodo. Still he stood up to pull his pants back on and resignedly walked back to the basin to wash his hands clean again.